Be able to experience a life with my father for almost a month. It had made me realize a lot of things could be heal through time, just be patient for it to be able to happen. The cancellation of my application last year was merely a blessing in disguise. God really is amazing when He was giving me all the reasons why I was heartbroken in the past. And I could ever just imagine if choices can be made in the past, life with Papa would’ve been good also. But there’s a reason for everything. I cannot change the past. Plus I can say, its better this way, anyway. :)
So here I am jotting what I have been overwhelmingly feeling for the past month of my life. Most of you would probably say that its just a normal occurrence but for me, its indeed the 1st time.
I admired everything my father has been doing for his family. He has been stretching things for his kids to be able to have what they want and what they need. Unfortunately for us, his presence was just a silver lining. But like I said, its never too late.
Thinking of what could have been and what would have been is not anymore my thing but more of what’s today is going to offer. Each day in Makati was full of littlest details of connection to my personality because I have a unique dad.
From music, brands, friends and experiences we narrow down to common denominators. And everything that I would need may it be material or even just companionship, he was there always.
How ironic it was though that this would be the 1st time that I didn’t prepared for my manila trip. I expect just to stay for the most a week or so. But circumstances happened again for amazing reasons.
I can now talk to my papa anything and anytime I want. I also need not to fill in the insecurities of his family because they’ve accepted me from what I feel, whole heartily.
For whatever will happen in the future, I know that this would be the time that I would never trade for anything. And with positive results, maybe or most probably there would be a lot of this events in the future with him.
That I can’t wait to have. Thank you Lord, I don’t know how to thank you for the experiences and heartaches you’ve given me ‘cause at the end of the day, they were all blessings in disguise.
And here are some memories to treasure. :)
See? Equal share of wants. HAHA!
The BOYS. :)
Brothers alike. :)
when He met my friends. :)
What we do when we’re together. :)
Thank you Tita for everything! :)
The Sweetest Couple in the World! haha! :D
Family Dinners! <3
and to my one and only papa, Thank you so much! You know what I mean. We’ve had our talks and that would be one of the most meaningful thing that happened to me. I love you and I will always respect you for what you are. Just trust me. :)